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Ella

One of my most favorite pictures in my life. I never thought a random photograph I take would turn out this great. It's beautiful, Ella is beautiful. I'm not going to post pictures of my friends kids because this is a public blog.  I almost wish I had a better camera. I was reminded of this photograph again because my friend made this her profile picture, lol. I was with them everyday when I stayed nearby their home, and I worked at night. I miss them... On days I feel lonely, I get more depressed knowing although they might like me now- im not their parent. In the end, im that 'auntie', they grow up too fast! way too fast! They started crawling, pointing and making want noises- now they speak complete sentences to me!!! ahhhh!

I had a conversation with my 'unnis' (older sisters) last night. I'm a only child by the way, all three of us had similarities, but not entirely. One wants a child, but doesn't think it's a good idea- (I'll get more into the subject later) -so she is seriously thinking about adoption in the future. One dislikes children but wants her own. One doesn't want to have her own child but adoption is a open option. Looks like a few of my straight girlfriends are getting married in the next year or so. Therefore, for you, Ms. Jen, I will start posting some great wedding pictures and fun topics. Research on adoption is going to start in the near future ; ) .

Here's some I've always liked!

I wonder if i'll ever take wedding picture..... in a dress....as pretty as this one ( ladder!) I like simple dresses, long, nothing puffy please...