Can severe happiness bring you misery?

Just thinking about what I have and to think about it disappearing.

june.. oh june. how was may?

June! Mid-year! June reminds me of my dad.
As a child, in school, we always prepared father's day's cards every year. Every message, i would add 'happy birthday' to his card. He used to say... " i want two separate cards!!!" With a grin then a smile. Wow. If i think about it now, that was a lot of construction paper, glue, dry pasta, glitter (accumulated over the years). And i don't think my dad has any them anymore, probably got lost or thrown away after a year.
Growing up in the states, every father's day (and any other event including parents) our teacher would always mentions, remind the class. You don't have to dedicate a card to your father for fathers day. It can be your uncle, grandfather, stepfather, anyone who is a father figure. We live in a society with families that are more extended, or complex. Maybe it can be confusing or unstable. I just want to be happy.  I don't need a nuclear family. The near-future, I see school curriculum's that are multi-cultural and liberal.

May. More thoughts.  more thoughts on how serious I can be and how immature I am at the same time =D
I enjoyed Chicago, wish I had more time.

I just want to live.



i realized im not 17 anymore.

may say hey?





i remember the warehouse days.
loft parties.
drugs.
music.




why do you have to be pretty? miss soap?



So, why is it that some things are wrapped up so pretty?
I would hate to tear that up and even use it.
Sometimes i think i should just keep these wrappers framed. 
romancing the prints and intricate patterns. ( i feel so femme! )

weddings.


found a great new site, real weddings.
equally wed


i love it.

here is another site for inspirations, this ones more vintage/artsy once wed